With our ADHD, we tend to be interested in many things.
This is one of the blessings of ADHD.
It is also one of the curses.
I am working a half time job, trying to keep up two blogs (and failing), working on a book, half working on another and have the 5th draft of another sitting on the back burner. I am working on the guitar and Spanish. I have been missing out on my quiet time and my exercise, two very important parts of my life.
I have written about this before. Now I need to do something about it.
Note: One of Puryear’s Principles of human life – When we are stressed, the first thing we do is quit doing the things that help us deal with stress.
I am now on a three day vacation. My goals, including spending time with my family and sampling various Tex Mex resturants, are to read two books, do at least two blog posts, read up on some medicines and their side effects, and write a handout on panic attacks. I was also planning to download apps on my new notebook, but then I realized that it would cost me money because I would be roaming.
Do you think I can do this all in three days? I don’t. Plus, one of the apps that came preloaded is Freecell, so that’s another problem.
I can’t- I don’t want to – continue like this. I need to change it. That means giving up some things. But what? I don’t want to give up anything. Plus we ADHDers have trouble with setting priorities, which make it even tougher.
Plus I’m hoping that my loving wife doesn’t read this and decide to direct and remind and help me, which would only make it worse (hint, hint).
So OK, I have identified and acknowledged the problem. Now it’s time to do something about it.
I’ll let you know.