I got the draft back from the proofreader. Because of my avoidance and denial it was in a form that made it hard to work with. I had wanted to send the book to the publisher by the end of April. Now I had to call the publisher about some formatting questions. She asked if I would send it in by the end of the day. I said no, by the end of the week. I felt great pressure to get it done. Why? Iwas putting the pressure on myself. I don’t have to get it in by the end of the week. or by the end of the month. The pressure was all in my head.